I question am I the only one? With an unkind mosquito mind. My mental health is a sham. As I abhor who I am. My pseudo happiness, pretending I am blessed. Embalming my soul in binging alcohol. Over pleasing beyond reason. You must love me, as I do not. My blindness to my innate goodness is unsustainable. I need to begin to feel well. I have had a trillion thoughts. Too many, where sanity was sought. Is this the thought to undo my existence? Am I not worth more than this moment spent. Considering self annihilation. Lacking self compassion and patience. I deserve my life, the joy and the strife. I can overcome my mind squall. By seeking help, challenging it all. I am better than this, can I give myself a soul kiss. I have too much to give, but I have to forgive Myself and my fragility, times when it is so hard being me. I will try to transmute my pain into peace To sit with my emotions, surrender and release.
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